Showing posts with label PRE. Show all posts
Showing posts with label PRE. Show all posts

Friday, 10 February 2012

Experiment 2.0 (Update)

Experiment 2.0 (refer to previous post for information)

Experiment will take place 09:00 Hrs, due to nature of experiment a medical doctor shall be brought in to be on hand if specimen shows signs of a myocardial infarction. Or other complications arise, his status with PRE 01 is still at the level where he is relatively ignorant only given enough information for now.

Johnny shall be kept in a safe location whilst the experiment is taking place, therefore Tom and I will be able to work unencumbered.

It is unlikely I die but if I don't post within 2 days assume the worst, at least I tried to help.

To all Proxies numbed and runners

Stay Safe, Stay Sharp and Stay Alive

Manic Muse

Thursday, 9 February 2012

Experiment 1.0, Results part 1

I will begin with the first few chess games we had, Initially his game was sporadic so I won a few games he was a sour loser and knocked me about a bit. I'm not sure whether this was due to him not knowing the rules, or his hive mind not being able to come up with a cohesive strategy.
So like any good scientist I repeated, this time I gave him the rules of the game to analyse. The next game was better but still sporadic this leads me to believe at this point he isn't a hive mind, or he maybe but it is reserved only for communication with the low intelligence numb.
A third game revealed a drastic improvement in his game, but he still didn't win, he seems to not get the idea of sacrifice, which is a purely human idea, he probably viewed the pieces as an extension of himself so wouldn't want to lose them willingly, Again taking from the idea that he had a hive mind.
The fourth game, Marked improvement He has probably learnt how I play Chess I try to improvise and be sporadic to throw my opponent of guard but I must have a pattern somewhere as he predicted my moves an I lost he still didn't seem to show an understanding of the concept of sacrifice. Such as when I'd sacrifice a piece to gain a better position he would tilt his head in curiosity.
So This leads me to believe he is sentient as he has all the characteristics of curiosity beyond natural bounds, the ability to reason, as I'll show in a later post, so From chess I am led to believe PRE 01 isn't a hive mind driven by instinct, but is actually an autonomous and sentient being (although you probably already knew this).

part 2 out soon-ish, related to puzzles ie Rubik's cubes.

That's all from me for today

To all those that read this
Stay Safe, Stay Sharp and Stay Alive
Manic Muse

TBP: The Numb seems to have calmed down and has stopped yapping on and on about her master maybe I don't need the process to sever the connection after all..... anyway now this really is all.

SS,SS,SA
MM

Saturday, 4 February 2012

Experiment 2.0

subject (as categorized broadly, by the  archive): P01, other names, the numb, the hallowed, the husks, Cannon Fodder.
Strengths: Hive activity has apparently been shown, high pain tolerance, induces empathy or sympathy from its target, no morality.
Weaknesses: Relatively low average intelligence, can't improvise, Unstable (can and will kill anyone, refer Eddie from Don't Shoot messenger for tales of such), Can be Childish.
Characteristics: Like any human being, except they usually wear masks( refer to previous work to see theory why), usually wield knife of some denomination, babble or talk only of master.
Resources: Themselves, their knife, maybe hive mind.
Intentions: None, Gain Freedom/autonomy?
Targets: Prey or Enemies of PRE 01.


Experiment: To see if I can sever link from PRE 01 and servant , whilst trying to maintain original personality or just keeping them alive.

Hypothesis: Truly. I believe the numb once severed from contact with PRE 01 will either break down and become completely insane, or their consciousness can't survive without crutch of PRE 01.

Null Hypothesis: They are separated from PRE 01, They regain  majority or total autonomy, everyone lives happily ever after and bunnies come out of my Arse. ( sorry  I just have little hope for this theory otherwise someone else would have discovered it and we wouldn't have to kill the numb)

Additional information: Risk: relatively low, Death by stab wound, possible home invasion by PRE 01 for messing with one of his servants. possible but unlikely mind fracture (split personalities).
      Friend being brought in to help with experiment, Name: Tom, Age: 19, Gender: Male, Specialty: The Occult/ Magic that sort of thing. Was forced into cult at 6 so over a decade of magical experience, he has more books than me and there all about magic.

Experiment 1 is coming to a close, information has been gathered, it is currently being sorted through, and condensed into a few easily readable posts.

I have to get rid of this empathy all its done has got me harmed and looking at my notebook my mind appears to be cracking under the strain, and with Johnny here he doesn't seem to show up, I find it odd, but it isn't conducive to experiments that require PRE 01. Hopefully my next experiment will scare him back to his actual Home.
In interest of continuation of the species and subjugation of PRE 01
Stay Safe, Stay Sharp and Stay Alive
MM
TBP: I've seen someone sneaking in the bushes behind in front of my house, I have a subject, may also be useful for experiment 3 just need notebook  #165, it is one of the more important ones, not just because of the experiment. I fell uncomfortable leaving these posts so short I just don't want to tell you about my life but helping the child, writing this blog to 'help' people, I have 4 followers I'm not helping anyone, is making me care and I fell compelled to give you explanations, Ah I'm rambling but I shall take a holiday, this time I mean it, from posting and blogger to allow for mental recovery.

Friday, 3 February 2012

Another daydream

Ah, ow, my head hurts and my body hurts, and that little bugger had latched on my leg so I can't do anything, I can't even go for a piss, I hate him.
Oh well let's continue with work whilst he's asleep, another thought came to mind to me in regards to PRE 01, I've seen referenced somewhere that he is a fear, the fear of the unknown. I believe this not to be the case, a I don't fear the unknown if anything it excites me, yet despite outwards appearance I am scared of PRE 01.
This has led me to my theory, that PRE 01 isn't a fear of the unknown the eldritch by their definition are inconceivable, but any God from any religion is also so, and none fear those Gods. So I find it hard to believe this statement.

I propose he is the fear, if he is one, of losing your identity, the you that makes you the you-ist you around.
Here's my reasoning, The numb are his most bountiful minions, he has many, and they have lost the thing that makes them 'human', I move that PRE 01 feed of potential individuality, it may also explain why he goes after children. Also we fear to go near him either because we fear becoming the numb, or our soul or mind dying leaving us empty and useless.
Also may be why the numb try to express some sort of individuality to escape PRE 01's control, by making another identity, but they are in essence faceless. Also back in the time when everyone thought that PRE 01 took the souls of his victims after killing them, as the soul is just another form of potential energy, the first law of thermodynamics, energy can neither be created nor destroyed, only converted. So he feeds of souls and their potential, may be also why he causes general mental degradation, as he feeds of the potential their not using, as you'll notice in many blogs the more insane the person or closer they are to breaking the more activity surrounds them.
Also children have the most potential, they can become politicians, teachers, astronaughts, scientists, entertainers, steve from tech support. So it is more efficient for him to hunt kids, I see this as more likely than him doing it to sustain his presence with the power of imagination, this could contribute to his going after them, but not his taking of them and killing of them, if he waited till they had grown up he could have  infected more and had more food. I know as I've been close to the edge once PRE 01 was standing over me, his welcoming embrace about to take me I felt my self slip slowly away.
There's a reason I have so many notebooks, they contain everything I am and all I'll ever hope to be they make 'me' concrete, they helped me back out of the depths of hell I was in more than you'll probably know.

I put my self in danger of falling back into that past today, I contacted an OLD, emphasis on the old, friend I need his help with my numb experiment, there was a big argument over our past if I ever feel like telling you it's all transcribe in my notebook. The notebooks may be risky because I may lose them all in a fire or something. But it's the only thing that helped me out of my hole my heavy hole,
to all Fighter or runner, proxy or numb
Stay Safe, Stay Sharp and Stay Alive

MM

TBP: the moon shone bright over the cold english fields, the cows they were laying in the barn just behind, the man could hear their lowing, their pleasant little dreams. When the smiling moon swung down like a cheshire cat and stole the man away, he wandered many a year amongst the stars, past galaxies vast and through atoms so small, so that when he finally came he was gone for so long, that the woman he loved had only passed on, to her god in the heaven to he place in the sky. To this sad news the man sadly replied, "take me for whatever I'm worth, I'll see you till the day is dead and night reigns forever more, If you bring back my sweetheart or let me near her". To this little man the moon did look and took the mans soul and left him a book, the man served out his term for many a day blindly waiting to obey. Till the book started talking in hushed little tones " you could be free again, you know", the hid the book and kept on his work as it was the only thing to live for to shovel the moons dirt. But slowly but slowly a dream did persist of a pretty little girl and a man with her too. So he took out the journal and did what it said "write down your story and have your own way. For you now are a slave to a God who cares not", the man took up his pen and took up his book and wote about muses and nothing else much. except for the music that sent him to lush, fields of gold and a woman so true until eventual there was one thing to do. "Remember your name O man of the world and take up you stand against this violent toil, for the monster holds little what you may call your soul but I contain most and to obtain me it's yours". So the man thought for days about the names he did write whether it was Tom or Leroy or Jack or Bull Shite. Until his name came back to him I am my own man And no one elses now. But little did he know the book now controlled him and the monster did too, as it knew him forever as the man and the muse.

This is why I want to be free my soul to be my own again not to be afraid of books and their spells that bind you towards them and the monster aswell. I have stories I've lived yet not in the books the last bits of me tah belong to me. Alone.

MM

Sunday, 29 January 2012

Experiment 1.0

As a scientist I should have at least one a day, and they may end up quite long,
Subject (as designated by the archive): PRE 01, Slender Man, AKA, Slendy, The Tall One, Faceless King, Black king, Der Gossman.
Strengths: Forests, Fire, Fear, Knowledge of existence by target, The internet, The Mist.

(Supposed) Weaknesses: Operator Symbols (apparently its the context of use), If he uses pyrokeniesis and fire then water would be a logical weakness, Energy? energy can be neither created nor destroyed so reason dictates with enough Eldy can be transformed from pure matter to pure benign energy (purely speculation), Being Forgotten, Children escape before he can take them strengthens link to mental knowledge of existence, however pre gained evidence suppose not only factor.

Characteristics ( I'm sure you all know but humor me): Tall (ranges from 6-15ft or larger depending on conditions), faceless (supposedly meant to represent the fear of the unknown, I have my own theory but that's for later), tentacles (number varies maybe due to subjects importance, supposedly the sages saw more than someone of low threat like me, used as weapons in many cases), Business Suit (Not made out of actual fabric, seems to comprise of Eldys own 'skin', meaning I have my theory for that as well), Kenesis and mind control of many forms (makes prey susceptible, compliant or  insane, making capture easier, also believed to be a form of protection, may suppose a higher level of intelligence)

Resources: The Numb( I like Muad'dib's name for them for my own reasons),  Agents, Proxies (some unwilling, some ignorant, some crazy, revenents(not sure of their status)), The Rake? (Could be own autonomous creature but seems to be loyal to Eldy in blogs such as H(a)unting, and seen in connection with Eldy in EVERYman Hybrid), mind control, pyrokenisis, height.

Intentions:..........Unsure

Targets: Children, or those who escaped him in childhood, or just got too close.

Experiment: To test theory that PRE 01 is part of a hive mind, or is super intelligent, as many try to assert he is merely a creature of instinct.

Method: I shall challenge him to many puzzles and challenges, ie chess, If he has hive mind a collective sense of fair play should overcome him and he shall refrain from reading my mind, and due to the many voices in his head his game should be sporadic. If he is hyper intelligent he will stick to one style and defeat me conclusively whilst he may still maintain a sense of fair play, If not he will read my mind and beat me anyway but I shall know he is not as sentient as he could be.
Also Puzzle such as a rubiks, as most people find these frustrating and many voices will complicate the matter but if he is hyper intelligent he should have no problem, He smashes all the puzzles due to inability to comprehend.

Hypothesis: I believe that PRE 01, may most like go option two for my challenges, if he chooses to play, which I hope he does.

Null Hypothesis(as every good scientist should have): PRE 01 Make no contact, or refuses to play fair or by the rules.

Additional information: Risk, If PRE get overly agitated may result in my death then I should have short lived glory, Mind fracture over exposure may lead to my mind snapping like the Numb, Proxy attack for 'baiting' and testing their master.

I have commenced proceedings by leaving a note by my chess set reading "Do You Fancy A Game?" This could take days or hours so I shall keep this as a running experiment.
That's me for today,
people Proxy, Runner, Numb, most importantly Human,
Stay Safe,  Stay Sharp and most importantly for me Stay Alive
MM
Thoughts Before Publish (TBP): Stories are important they are the most important things to humans, They're all that's left of us when we die, they teach us not to go into the woods, tell us not to be selfish or greedy, teach us to Love.
These blogs are the most important things to any of us, they are our legacy, they are hope to those who have lost their way. These blogs are A thousand points of reference a Thousand points of light guiding those that don't know their way to safety and to home. Zero may have been crazy, but he was right, as stories mean as much to Eldy as they do to us, so they could be a weakness not his death but his weakness, anything that bleeds can die.
SS,SS,SA